Wednesday, March 16, 2011

I am angry

And I don't know how to fix it or change it, short of a few magical things happening. I really dislike not having control over situations, or when a fix might take months or even a year. Additionally, it really angers me when one thing has a hold on so many can make you feel totally helpless. I have vented to my husband, my friends, now here...I've meditated, prayed, tried to figure out a "plan," even tried not to think about it, but I'm still angry. The issue is bigger than me, so I can't solve it. I can only try to fix my part of it.

I'll write more later, when I actually have TIME to sit and write a real post. Another thing to add to my anger.

(To ease everyone's minds, I'm OK, it's work/economy related.)


  1. I know this feeling well. It makes it all that much more apparent how dependent we are on the grace of God when nothing we can do will fix it. I hope you get some time to rest soon!

  2. Thanks for your comment & encouragement--sorry it's taken me a few days to reply!


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